

About Me
Hey there, I am Nicole,
a Poetic Coach, Mystic Artist and intuitive, independent author. I am deeply passionate about the healing powers of poetry and Love.
On my journey inside I walked the fields of meditation, reacquainted my body through Yoga, explored the world of energy healing and discovered my ability to channel poetry on the way. I am still much in awe of the process and I am so grateful that I get to share this sacred moment with others.
In September 2023 I fulfilled myself a life-long wish and, under my pen name Sadhbh Adamea, self-published my poetry debut book "Limitless - Sharing The Wor(l)d Through Love's Eyes", which guides the reader through poetry and mindful contemplation into a journey of self-discovery.
I received my Reiki Level I certificate and was trained and accredited as a Creative Mindfulness Practitioner in 2024.
My Story
Since I have been a child I have felt different. Sometimes it seemed to me like I am not even from this world. An outsider. I was an incredibly self confident teenager who refused to please anyone. However, losing lots of connections at the same time as moving out of my parents' house I went into survival mode.
As all human beings I felt a deep need to belong. Unaware, I started to bend and stretch, trying to get people to like me. I began to look for love in all the wrong places and I started to dislike myself. I was considered too strong, too independent, too nice, too much. After I was left in the shattered mirror of the umpteenth broken relationship shortly before I turned 30, I realized that I needed some help.
I had a good life. I had a wonderful, incredible childhood, full of sweet memories, beautiful moments and amazing rituals. I don’t have any big trauma, I was never lacking anything. Yet, I was unhappy. I felt deeply sad, lonely and as if life had happened to me. I was longing for this feeling of home, always on the search. On my journey inwards I discovered who I really am behind the layers of conditioning and I finally left my cocoon when Covid hit.


Words have always been my passion. As a teenager I started to write poetry, pouring my heart out on paper about the injustices of the world, love and nature. When I was in 9th grade, my life shifted. From the moment I heard Shakespeare’s words on stage, my heart started to beat in rhythm with the iambic pentameters, reactivating a memory deep inside my soul. Once I experienced that even music could join in, I was hooked. I started to write poetry around the same time, exchanging my words with my best friend. Poetry is a silent voice, a whisper of the soul, and soon I learned that in order to be seen and heard, I needed to raise my volume. Thus I stepped on stage, and while I loved trying out different identities through slipping into various roles, the voice of my soul slowly disappeared - exchanged for a coat that helped me to shapeshift into whatever was needed to make others happy. For quite a while I attempted to become an actress, and although theater never turned out to be my main job, it was always woven into the tapestry of my work.
Life guided me towards a teaching job where I mostly taught students with learning difficulties and challenging social backgrounds. Knowing that this wasn’t my true calling, I still loved being witness to the transformation in students, especially when they were deciding to take on the challenge and show themselves on stage. I enjoyed honest, truthful and vulnerable conversations with students and found myself rather to be coaching than teaching. I was learning as much from them as they were learning from me.
The solitude of Covid lockdown created a silence in me. Within this space, I suddenly heard my soul’s voice calling me loudly. A poem shared on Instagram by a familiar soul reminded me that I am already Love and I rediscovered my love for poetry. Slowly I learned who I really am and I realized that with every crossroad and U-turn on my life’s journey I had imperceptibly collected everything I needed to know how to fulfil my soul’s purpose.
On Halloween 2023, I packed a few of my belongings and my sweet two cats in my small Skoda Fabia and kissed my friends and family in Germany goodbye. After a wild ferry ride under a bright Full Moon I safely landed in Ireland, a country that called my soul since the first encounter. Here I am still living my best life amongst fairies, rainbows and moss, safely tucked into the arms of poetry.
Living abroad is like living at the edge of a cliff leading into a mysterious unknown. Luckily, I have learned how to create.
I am truly enjoying this process of becoming.
On my way I have rediscovered the deep Love that I want to share with the world. After awakening to see my life being a theater of imitation, I have made a vow to myself to always be authentic. In this seat of my soul I aim to create a ripple of inspiration and the remembrance of our greatness for others.
If we can practice to let ourselves fall into the safe arms of Love, the universe carries us to our wildest dreams.