

About Me
Hey there, I am Nicole,
a Poetic Coach, Mystic Artist and intuitive, independent author. I am deeply passionate about the healing powers of poetry and Love. ​​
​On my journey inside I walked the fields of meditation, reacquainted my body through Yoga, explored the world of energy healing and discovered my ability to channel poetry on the way. I am still much in awe of the process and I am so grateful that I get to share this sacred moment with others.
In September 2023 I fulfilled myself a life-long wish and, under my pen name Sadhbh Adamea, self-published my poetry debut book "Limitless - Sharing The Wor(l)d Through Love's Eyes", which guides the reader through poetry and mindful contemplation into a journey of self-discovery.
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I received my Reiki Level I certificate and was trained and accredited as a Creative Mindfulness Practitioner in 2024.
My Story
Since I have been a child I have felt different. Sometimes it seemed to me like I am not even from this world. An outsider. I was an incredibly self confident teenager who refused to please anyone. However, losing lots of connections at the same time as moving out of my parents' house I went into survival mode.
As all human beings I felt a deep need to belong. Unaware, I started to bend and stretch, trying to get people to like me. I began to look for love in all the wrong places and I started to dislike myself. I was considered too strong, too independent, too nice, too much. After I was left in the shattered mirror of the umpteenth broken relationship shortly before I turned 30, I realized that I needed some help.
I had a good life. I had a wonderful, incredible childhood, full of sweet memories, beautiful moments and amazing rituals. I don’t have any big trauma, I was never lacking anything. Yet, I was unhappy. I felt deeply sad, lonely and as if life had happened to me. I was longing for this feeling of home, always on the search. On my journey inwards I discovered who I really am behind the layers of conditioning and I finally left my cocoon when Covid hit.


Words have always been my passion. As a teenager I started to write poetry, pouring my heart out on paper about the injustices of the world, love and nature. When I was in 9th grade, my life shifted. From the moment I heard Shakespeare’s words on stage, my heart started to beat in rhythm with the iambic pentameters, reactivating a memory deep inside my soul. Once I experienced that even music could join in, I was hooked. I started to write poetry around the same time, exchanging my words with my best friend. Poetry is a silent voice, a whisper of the soul, and soon I learned that in order to be seen and heard, I needed to raise my volume. Thus I stepped on stage, and while I loved trying out different identities through slipping into various roles, the voice of my soul slowly disappeared - exchanged for a coat that helped me to shapeshift into whatever was needed to make others happy. For quite a while I attempted to become an actress, and although theater never turned out to be my main job, it was always woven into the tapestry of my work.
Life guided me towards a teaching job where I mostly taught students with learning difficulties and challenging social backgrounds. Knowing that this wasn’t my true calling, I still loved being witness to the transformation in students, especially when they were deciding to take on the challenge and show themselves on stage. I enjoyed honest, truthful and vulnerable conversations with students and found myself rather to be coaching than teaching. I was learning as much from them as they were learning from me.
The solitude of Covid lockdown created a silence in me. Within this space, I suddenly heard my soul’s voice calling me loudly. A poem shared on Instagram by a familiar soul reminded me that I am already Love and I rediscovered my love for poetry. Slowly I learned who I really am and I realized that with every crossroad and U-turn on my life’s journey I had imperceptibly collected everything I needed to know how to fulfil my soul’s purpose.
On Halloween 2023, I packed a few of my belongings and my sweet two cats in my small Skoda Fabia and kissed my friends and family in Germany goodbye. After a wild ferry ride under a bright Full Moon I safely landed in Ireland, a country that called my soul since the first encounter. Here I am still living my best life amongst fairies, rainbows and moss, safely tucked into the arms of poetry.
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Living abroad is like living at the edge of a cliff leading into a mysterious unknown. Luckily, I have learned how to create.
I am truly enjoying this process of becoming.
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On my way I have rediscovered the deep Love that I want to share with the world. After awakening to see my life being a theater of imitation, I have made a vow to myself to always be authentic. In this seat of my soul I aim to create a ripple of inspiration and the remembrance of our greatness for others.
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If we can practice to let ourselves fall into the safe arms of Love, the universe carries us to our wildest dreams.